December 2011
63 posts
’..Chill, you mean alot to me.. Stop getting paranoid, just trust me.’
- sweetest thing you said to me today.
OH. I had the best birthday ever. Highlights definitley being the cat throwing up on Curtis, thinking we were about to be attacked by a strange man, the lanterns and Adam being undeniably cute when drunk.
It’s boxing day, so here’s a post about the last few days.
Christmas Eve involved work, where I ate nothing but mince pies (which dale and kayleigh stole for me from the staff room ). Major love. Work was okay, fun because it was Christmas Eve, and shit because it was Christmas Eve.
Christmas Day. Ah you know when you’re little and you wake up at 6am? Yeah we woke up at 12 in...
Had a lovely conversation with my aunt.
She said ‘you swear a lot, but you’re basically quite nice’ which made me smile.
I’m 18 tomorrow. Argh.
I’m so frustrated with you, and with myself for wanting more out of you.
Mums decorating the back room, its now a weird shade of lilac, needless to say this wasn’t the colour it was supposed to be.
We have a Christmas tree, which I decorated, nobody else is enthusiastic about Christmas. I had to unplug the computer, remove the desk, replace it with a smaller desk, then rewire the computer so the tree would fit. It’s also the most dangerous tree ever.
The...
Dreading Saturday, more than anything.
Another late night.
I need to sleep more. And eat healthier. And drink more water.
I’ve been thinking all night about how you’ve become more and more like my other half. However right now you’re pissing me off, I still love you to pieces but stop presuming you have the right to criticize my life, you’re just as bad, and we’ve always been like that.
When I said I’m not going to sleep with him, I meant it.
When I said that I don’t like...
Work is killing me. It’s so cold. And busy. The only thing which is saving me is that Ben brought me a strawberry milkshake from McDonald’s. A lot of love for that boy right now.
I’m really not happy at the moment.
I feel like it’s been a long week, but it’s only Wednesday. Worst. Feeling. Ever.
School is school at the moment, my English coursework is exciting to write, and Psychology still makes me want to kill myself (why am I applying to do Criminology at University again?!?) and History is lovely to learn. The panic about exams is setting in, and I’m still ignoring it. With coursework...
So work is making me want to cry. Can people please stop buying Christmas trees.
teensdramas:
Phantogram - Let Me Go
drano-ears:
My Gold Mask || Violet Eyes
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